Tuesday 20 January 2015

SEARCHING FOR TOMORROW


Tired of seeing you "Yesterday"
You stayed back so long I knew you were so wrong
You took me places I probably didn't belong
From east to west, we went on a quest
Day by day I thought I conquered the best
Not until I realized life is a continuous test.
We live it in phases getting through many places
We met pretty faces faking undue ecstasy.


Looking back to you "Yesterday"
Of those little promises you made
Expectation that you never met
Apparently I have to take it off my chest
I thought together we belong
Forever has always been my song
But now, I know better
Tomorrow for me is what matters
And my desire is to always aim higher.

Looking back to you "Yesterday"
Of that beautiful music we played
Those breaths we kissed, and moments we tried to please
Misunderstandings that made us stronger
Our untimely bond made us younger
But today all that doesn't matter, for together we dreaming no further
Tell her hope deferred made the heart sick
Today I have decided to lunch forward to take a new risk
So, will I search for "Tomorrow" with a new kiss.

A wise man once gave me this hook,
Decide today, if its worth turning the page or closing the book
Never fight with your emotions, but use your emotions to fight
Never give up on something you really desire
Never quench that impulsive burning fire
But remember, sometimes what you want most is what you are best without
Look within, and then you will always figure it out
Never forget yesterday, but always live for today
For you never know what tomorrow can bring or take away.
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I have stretched the limit of my patience
And plumb the depth of my heart.
My scattered thought are digging for words
Yet the pain is affecting my vocal chords
I'm tired of existing, I can't but want living
Still I'm in search of Tomorrow, even when today will not die
I will spread my wings and fly
Looking into the sky to take a new dive
I will ask for more Grace and Mercy
Until i find "Tomorrow" wherever it might be hiding.


Yommybishop©....30th December 2014.